LET ME

You have that concave eyes

When you laugh

And it leaves me no words

In my mouth

Cause sometimes silence says a lot

When inlove

It's difficult to find the words that align

I always have to find my way back

Can never leave you sleeping mad

Oh I want to know your thoughts

You have a stare across the moon 

When you're mad

It makes it difficult to breathe

To see you sad

Cause all I ever wanted to bring

Was joy and fun

Call It impossible but why don't you just let me

I know in the end it will be us 

It's not a hinch I'll make it work 

And all you have to do is just...

Let me love you

Leave versus live

this is where i leave you

kiss this fear. die, no clues

don't ask why. you'll see through 

not immediately will you know

because absence makes the heart grow 

zero presence. this would be the last of me

the last words that will come out of me 

until i wake up again and fill this pad 

or maybe bring out a pen or say it out loud

this is where i leave you

dont try and come looking

for i have left for a reason

for me its not the end 

but looking for the right season

I leave you with words 

cause im so full of it 

sometimes i consider to burn 

the pieces where i've written it

I'd rather leave and not live in this structure of imperfection

but i would love to live to see the madness leave and live in perfection

UNFINISHED

It felt like a knife

But dressed in letters

Confused, lost

All I want is to make things better

Haven't done anything right

Am I being selfish

To be your reason and purpose

Is my one and only wish

You fell asleep

Can you please wake up

I want to talk to you

i might sound selfish 

But I need to talk to you

I'll tell you about my day

and how it wasn't great

I'll talk about how grey

my day without you 

Why did you sleep on me 

I still want to talk to you

if only i could watch you sleep 

and not be here far  from you

 maybe we'll see each other at our dreams 

and i'll tell you about how grey 

my day without you 

You>World-THE LONGEST POST EVER

Words

What words shall I use to show quantity?

Does 'few' 'more' and many among the list?

Can't seem to be satisfied to show quality.

how can I show "this much" with just the move of my lips




The Things I Would Do

I'll sing to you at night
I'll write something when you're in sight
Even if i can't draw you make we want to
When they say nothing is perfect i know that's not true

Freestyle 2

Now. I'm. 

Back and forth.

Fourth time to be back,

back for the fifth 

just to check if I did lack.

Now I'm unease,

sixth time to see.

that I'm crazy. 

Cause you make me.

Mad.

Madly inlove. 

Can't you see?

you know i can't stand it when we fight

or atleast when i think your mad

and feelings are always right

i'll always be the light when  youre feelin down and under 

be the person to ignite youre happiness forever 

then you'll see me

never tired

never backing down 

cause i want you to be with me

everyday 

every round

oh i do 

dont you hear how wonderful that sounds? 

every day

im with you 

so you you dont have to frown

YOU

There's really something that YOU  only have

And there's nothing about YOU that makes me mad

Even if I climb the highest peaks i can still see you shining even when you're a hundred deep

You have the cutest smile no one can ever have

So many guys that tried that you don't deserve to have

I'll watch you in a distance

I'll ask the lord for resistance 

Cause there's something we still can't have

I'll be here for you

At your back, by your side holding your hand

And when you're stuck 

At the highest peaks, the deepest depths and the deepest trench

I'll fly and dive cause you're special

Pay a thousand depths and not be like the others who left

Girl you're treasure

Everything is true I'd be willing to do 

After this I could say that these bars are for YOU

1 am thoughts

Scared and unease

After everything I can't believe

That I'm still afraid that your love for me will fade

I'm not saying I'll not fight

NO

I'll never lose my sight

Buy what if he likes books and I just might

Might not have a chance to him

Cause when you talk 

The lights all seem to dim

And you relate and the side of me is just fading

Wander off with him and leave my heart aching

These 1 am thoughts really pisses me off

Cause these where all my realizations flow

But in the end I still know

That every moment we have is golden

It's not my fault I keep my mind open

I know what's closed, that's my heart cause im never letting you go and

I promise myself not to bring you down and always put a smile and not a frown

Cause that smile keeps pulling me closer

When you hold my hand it's always better

When we stare my eyes gets clearer

I see that life with you is easier

Where will I go

this is where i leave you

kiss this fear. die, no clues

don't ask why. you'll see through 

not immediately will you know

because absence makes the heart grow 

zero presence. this would be the last of me

the last words that will come out of me 

until i wake up again and fill this pad 

or maybe bring out a pen or say it out loud

this is where i leave you

dont try and come looking

for me for i have left for a reason

for me its not the end 

but looking for the right season

I leave you with words 

cause im so full of it 

sometimes i consider to burn 

the pieces where i've written it

Now I will leave

not only this world but the whole galaxy

I will leave bringing the wrath with me

 and leaving you all with glee

isn't that a messiah move?

I'd rather leave and not live in this structure of imperfection

but i would love to live to see the madness leave and live in perfection

freestyle 1

marami man ang makarinig nito 

hindi ito ang ibig kong sabihin

makinig gamit ang 

huwag makinig maka gamit lang 

kung marinig man salamat nalang

kung naintindihan mo igalang mo nalang

may patutunguan ba ako 

sana meron sapagkat ako'y isang nilalang 

na takot mabura sa balat ng lupa 

bago ako maging pataba sa lupa

sana man lang naka pataba ako ng utak

dulot ng laman ng aking mga sinusulat

may pupuntahan ba ako?

sana makita ko ang liwanag 

walang mapa na may tamang direksyon 

tamang pakiramdam lamang

pero pano mo masabing tama 

mga bagay na walang basehan 

tipong galing sayo lang

sana may patunguhan to 

kung wala 

panahon mo'y nasayang ko lang 

Filipino Assignment: Poem for Valentines

I think I'm the only one who did a sad Valentine poem

Bulsa   

Sa aking pag gising

Napansing makapal pa ang bulsa

Ngayong ika trese ng pebrero 

Paniguradong mangangalahati siya

Pumitas ng mga bulaklak sa dangwa

Pumilas ng mga papel na kulay-lila

Handa na rin ang tsokolate

Na wala ng mas tatamis pa 

Pinaalala na Luneta ang tagpuan   

Gabi ng Ika katorse ng pebrero

Ako'y maghihintay sa bughaw na upuan

Walang pakialam kung ginawin na parang yelo

Narito na ako at walang namatahan

Pumuti na ang uwak pababa na ang buwan

Kahit anino mo ay hindi matagpuan

Sa ika katorse ng ikalawang buwan

Ako'y umuweng luhaan ng aking matagpuan

Na ikaw pala'y na ahas na, 

Nilalanggam ka ng may kasamang iba

at nong gabing iyon may iba pang nabutas bukod sa aking bulsa

Summary of my feelings

Humdrum Life

Humdrum Life

A tree that bears apples 

as red as the sun can be

could it be a sign that its a good tree

or its a good apple

Can a bad tree bear fruit a good apple

or can a good tree bear fruit to a bad apple

the answers can most likely change

for this world is unpredictable

full of surprises 

like a gift from christmas morning 

you'll never know what you're going to get

unless you a peek the day before

you cheated yourself the surprise

there's no more thrill anymore

and without thrill 

this world would be dull 

and no more trees 

because we'll invent apples instead

Songs from the EP entry #3: Thousand Wishes

Your voice, I hear

In my head, still clear 

You're invisible

But I still find

In my mind

I still find

A thousand wishes I've spent

Coins on wishing wells

To see you in pain, I cant

But to hug you again

Now why do you

Feel so cold

When you used to 

Give me warmth 

I wish you could've hold

I'd be your arms

But you fly away

And held His palm

Songs from the EP entry #2: Wings Out

I can see where it came off
I've been looking at it the whole time
I'm afraid you saw me staring

Will loving you be a crime?

Cause I could see where it came off

There's still bones sticking out

Why did you took it off?

Just to be with a crowd?

You took your wings out 

I know you came down

Did you turn bad 

Or just wanted to remove frowns

Now I'm confused 

Your eyes just a ruse 

Caught me on my weakest point

Held and kissed me with your horns
Held and kissed me with thorns

Songs from the EP entry #1:I ll Try

Songs from the EP entry #1

I'll try

Wake up early

Fall in line

Wait and see

I want to make it in time

Maybe it's time for me

To be grinding

Been waiting for a while

Can't keep track of my time and I

I don't know where this should go

But I won't show

How shitty is my flow

And I'm not trying to be someone that I'm not

I'm just showing everyone the things I got

Mad dreams

Mad scenes 

Can't wait to be seen

Everyone's asleep

But I keep 

Tryin....

I'll try 

Going home

Stay up late

Wait and see

There's something I'll create

I try to be calm

I try to be still 

But

There's no one stopping me from trying to be ill

I know that these words are ain't enough 

And in this world you really got to be tough 

To try to prove a point 

To try to place a mark 

On the heart and mind of people that you're trying to be a part

It's not a walk in the park 

But it doesn't hurt to try

The last thing you'll see in this world is see me

Try

9/23/14 The Manila Metropolitan Cathedral

Tibi cordi tuo immaculato concredimus nos ac consecramus 

(We consecrate to your immaculate heart and entrust to you (Mary) for safekeeping)

A house of worship 
A house for everyone
Why do we worship
Stones carved by someone
Someone who is not divine
But a sinner too
What makes it so different 
To the bad things we do?

9/18/14 Esquire: The Eraserheads issue

I just couldn't afford not to have this. I didn't thought twice of buying it. 



It's The Eraserheads!

I'm a toy
With a dream to redeem
Try to change some rules in the mainstream
-Saturn Return by The Eraserheads